Fili’s world

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Every once in a while there are those small moments of clarity in life, where everything makes sense and it all fits into the big picture. Questions are answered, puzzles solved, and harmony overtakes existence. It doesn’t actually change anything, but it allows letting go and seeing things clearly.

There’s no other thing in my life that gives me that same sensation as when I go to the movies. It’s an overwhelming consciousness of sympathy and understanding that I can only hope to feel while I’m not there. It so intense, that like profound moments of religious discovery and existential awareness, it is something that you want to share with the world. It doesn’t even take a good movie; it just takes a different one – one that shows you something that you haven’t seen before – one that shows you something you haven’t felt before. The one important thing that matters is that it has to seem as though it’s sincere and truthful. It doesn’t matter what you’re telling me – as long as I can feel that it’s real.

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Screw job hunt and the Bangkok routine. Damn those fucked up rejection emails to jobs I wouldn’t even give a second look if I felt like had more options. Gonna make the most of what little money I have left and wrap things up. Got my Taiwanese VISA on one hand, my new ticket on the other – at last - I’m outta here.

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(Japanese - http://www.nana-movie.com/)

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